My name is Cassie. Wife to Alex. Mom to Sam.

When Sam was 4 months old he was diagnosed with Stage 4 Neuroblastoma cancer. This blog became my outlet to share, vent, keep people informed, and document our lives throughout his treatment.

When Sam finished treatment this project sort of fell to the wayside. I'm making an effort revive this space and to start documenting those everyday moments again!

We love God.
We love each other.

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December 1, 2010

Day +1!

Yesterday was the day! Sam got his cells back!

He slept great through the night and woke up feeling good. He played and read books all morning.



They started pre-hydrating him with extra IV fluids around 8:30. They pre-medicated him with tylenol, benadryl, and mannitol (to help him pee out the preservative after the transfusion) around 10:00. At 10:30 our nurse, Pam, and the nurse practitioner, Vicki, came in with the cells!



They hooked him up to the heart, oxygen saturation, and blood pressure monitors and he got situated in my lap. I was happy I was able to hold him because it was getting close to nap time and he would have been cranky if I had to put him down.



Vicki started the infusion around 10:45. They have a certain watch that they use every time to log the time everything takes place. Apparently it's been around for quite a while. Sam had no problems at all, he actually just fell asleep, so it only took about 15 minutes!



Immediately after she started pushing the cells Sam's breath started to smell. They had warned us about this... it has something to do with the preservative they use to store the cells. We had heard it described several different ways. Some said rotten tomatoes, some said creamed corn. My mom thinks it smells like pickles. I can't really describe it... I just think it smells nasty. I could taste it through the mask. For the rest of the day I would cringe every time he breathed directly into my face. It's a lot better today, though.



Later that afternoon we headed downstairs for his NJ tube placement. They knocked him out and got started fairly quickly. It was kind of cool watching them snake the thing though his belly on the screen, but it seemed to take a little while. The doctor was having trouble getting it in the right spot, but eventually she was satisfied with it's placement and they started waking him up. As he was coming out of the anesthesia he vomited, causing everyone to scramble around to turn him over, clean him up, and get a quick chest x-ray to make sure he didn't aspirate. The x-ray looked fine, but he was pretty darn ticked off. I carried him back up to the floor and when we were just a few steps away from his room he managed to rip the tape from his face and give the tube a nice yank. Good times.

So we headed back downstairs and we did it all over again. The second time they used a longer tube, so I'm kind of thankful that he pulled out the first one. The cap only came out to right above his ear... which is reeeally short. The cap on this one is all the way down his back.

They put these cuffs on his arms so that he couldn't bend his elbows, which made him even angrier and made me really sad. I'm not really down with restraining my child unless it's absolutely necessary for his safety. After we got to the floor we had to take them off to change his puked up onesie and I told the nurse I didn't want to put them back on. Once he was fully awake and had a chance to calm down he was fine. Every now and then he would reach up and poke the tube with one little finger, but all we had to do was tell him "no" and redirect his hands. I don't know if they used enough tape to anchor it, though...



What do you think? I think they could have used a little more. Duct tape, maybe?

Other than needing a few extra cuddles, he was fine for the rest of the day.



But he had trouble falling asleep last night and tossed and turned a lot. He was fussy this morning so they gave him a little bit of pain medicine. He had a nice little nap and now he's sitting in my mom's lap watching Sesame Street. :)

Now we just wait for him to start producing lots of good cells! Pray that he will get trough this quickly and as painlessly as possible! Thank you for all of the prayers, support, good vibes, and encouragement yesterday! :)



6 comments:

April said...

Sam is such a little trooper. He inspires me, for real.

Child of God said...

Praise God!! Thank you Father for letting this all go so smoothly! Please touch Sam and produce very healthy cells! You are a so good Father and I praise Your Holy Name. In the name of Jesus amen.

I am so happy to hear that things went smoothly. I was praying off and on all day for you all. I will be holding Sam up in prayer; rest in Him and trust Him.

God Bless,]
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Mama Bear said...

Tons of prayers coming at you from Virginia for your little guy. He is always on my mind and my heart. My 3 year old said a little prayer for him last night and I think that God hears the prayers of our children just a little bit louder.

Valerie said...

God bless you, I am keeping your sweet Sam in my prayers. I pray for you, too - for strength and peace.

Mrs. Miller said...

I could not help but giggle when I read he pulled the NJ right away. I am glad I am not hte only one with someone who tugged it out of place. I too was happy our first one didn't last long for the same reason.

I'll be praying for lots of cell production and little pain.

Erin Miller

Hot Hot JJ said...

Oh wow! So glad it is finally hear. Go Sam go!