Tomorrow I'll be 22 weeks. I had my third ultrasound on Wednesday to get some clearer pictures of all of the baby's organs and such. Everything looked great and he's still a boy. :]
I'm still getting sick. Not every day but about every other day or so. I'm over it. I try really hard to act like I'm fine but I almost had a nervous breakdown this week. I started feeling sorry for myself and said horrible whiny things about how I suck at being pregnant which means I'll suck at being a mom. I know, "Chill out, crazy lady." It's okay... you can laugh at me.
It doesn't help that I'm not really liking my new job for numerous reasons. I was hoping that working in the ER would be better... but on my first day on my own nobody said a word to me. Every time I tried to initiate a conversation I was brushed off. It was terribly lonely. I brought them cookies the next day because I'm lame like that. I was also exposed to mumps, meningitis, and shingles... that I know of. Ugh. I really do appreciate the fact that I even have a job, and I love working days. But this is taking a toll on my mental health. I find solace in the fact that in a little over 4 months I'll have my baby boy. And if things aren't better at work I'll have three months off to look for another dayshift job... part time by the way. :]
Shew... I'm through with my pity party. Just be glad I didn't write this earlier in the week because you would be ready to smack me.
P.S. Harry Potter was awesome. ♥
3 comments:
Keep you head up girl.Everything will be okay.I am glad everything is going great for you guys.I cant wait to know what the baby boy sartin's name is and to see what he looks like.
You are not a "crazy lady". You are a pregnant lady! Hormones are a beast, eh? I've said equally puzzling things during this pregnancy ... things that in the back of my head I know aren't true, but I just can't stop myself thinking them and believing them when my emotions are in an upheaval.
Part time? Nice! Always good to hear things are going fine baby wise, but I feel your pain on the hormone thing. Mine are all over the place as it is, I can't imagine throwing pregnancy into the mix.
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